Sebastian Torero

When Aydin is approached by a budding podcaster and asked to share his experience with love, he decides to reflect on his first. Aydin questions how we can mourn the end of a moment while it is happening and the intensity of attachments throughout our life.

A coming-of-age story about the formative sexual experiences of a young man who has an unusual pastime – staking out a known gay beat and watching men hook up. His ritual is disrupted one day when the boy he fancies turns up looking for casual sex with a stranger. When this encounter goes awry, he finds himself up close and personal with his infatuation and discovers the gap between sex as it exists in his imagination and reality.